An Update?!?! REALLY?!?!?!

Yes really, it is an amazing thing I am updating...

All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
I was too blinded to see
How much you've stolen from me

You want to know why I feel so horrified?
I let my innocence die
You want to know why I can't be pacified?
You made me bury something
I won't be sleeping tonight

I only wanted the missing link
Now I've been labeled a renegade
It seems so clear now what I must do
You're no immortal
I won't let them
Deify you
Leave you, you as the new messiah
Deify you
Renew belief in some demented myth (or man)

You want to know why it seems the passion has died?
We've all been living this lie
You want to know why my will has been fortified?
You've made hunger again
Good luck sleeping tonight

I only wanted the missing link
Now I've been labeled a renegade
It seems so clear now what I must do
You're no immortal
I won't let them
Deify you
Leave you, you as the new messiah
Deify you
Renew belief in some demented myth (or man)

All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
I was too blinded to see
How much you've stolen from me
I was too blinded to see
All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
I was too blinded to see
How much you've stolen from me

Deify you
Leave you, you as the new messiah
Deify you
Renew belief in some demented myth (or man)

Deify you
Leave you, you as the new messiah
All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
Deify you
Renew belief in some demented myth (or man)
I was too blinded to see
How much you've stolen from me

Good song... As usual things are still going great. Hopefully, if Johns scheme works, I will be coming into a generous amount of money soon. Which means I will no longer be worried sick about my money problems, and I can stop getting a needle stuck in me twice a week. HOORAY FOR ME!!!!

Yeah I am just bored out of my mind here at work...................... And I couldn't think of anything that I wanted to do. Well I could think of a few things, but I can't do those at work...... I'll let your imagination run with that one....

Gas is going up again, because of Rita this time. God damn people trying to make some extra money off of a disaster. But what can I do about it?? Nothing, and thats the way Bush likes it. DAMN HIM!!!!

I guess I should try and find something to do here, at work, so I am going to get going now........ BYE!!!